Nobody Wants To Know Ya When Ya Nobody

by Mama Chill

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released 21 September 2012
All Trax Recorded , Mixed & Mastered by Shane Shanahan at Unsigned Studios St Albans Herts UK www.unsignedstudios.com , Musicians on tha album Marc Dove, guitar & Steve Carty, Bass, guitar & keyboard.

Cover image by P.Sharpe Quote & artwork Mama Chill

All Trax Written By Mama Chill except: Hit the road jack section in Its coz i'm a girl innit-Percy Mayfield.
I will always love you-Dolly Parton (original)
I cant stand the rain-Ann Peebles(original)
your song- Elton John (Original) Bonus track

Luv N Thanx For Knowing Me Now: Tha Mainman, Raj & Spiritual Crew, Dee Hart, Mike & Kate Hart, Shane Shanahan & Marc Dove www.dearacetate.com Steve Carty www.iamfingerz.com , Watford Observer www.watfordobserver.co.uk Jay Adkins www.offthechartradio.co.uk Nia Visser www.vibe1076.com Joe Kelley & Gi Dissault upperroomwithjoekelley.com Brian Ball www.wrmusicreview.com Tom Robinson www.bbc.co.uk/6music/shows/introducing/form/recommend-music/, John &Todd Noisehead.com, Darryl Mcdaniels Run DMC www.me-dmc.com, Whodini www.facebook.com/whodini, John Frieda www.johnfrieda.co.uk, Kingswood Cars 01923 662233, Louise Stevens,Mo Titchener, Vesna Kolarski Daniels,Kerry Cobb, Tim Phillips, Dave Lamport, Diane Rowley, Peter Ransome, Rich Moloney, Nathan & Lynda Eva, All My Amazing Friends & Followers (LionHarts). For Those No Longer Here You Continue Tha Journey Within My Heart. XXX

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Mainly influenced by 80's American Rap/hiphop with everything else thrown in, John Mezzino once referred to my music as a Genre/gender/bender which pretty much sums it up. From illegal underground boxing to nearly becoming a nun, to working in Film to writing a track for Victoria Beckham. This Album is a lifetimes dream & 5yrs in tha making to finally comin home ;) xxx ... more

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Track Name: Lowdown Dirty Raw N Street
When I was born I was blessed with a beat
It came in through the top of my head pulsating down to my feet
No doctors or nurses could get a hold of me
I was wriggling n jiggling, I was happy as can be
They told my parents “I’m sorry but your daughters got tha beat
She’ll like it lowdown dirty raw N street.
--------------x-------------
By tha time I was crawling man I was gone
I was hunting tha place down for a radio to put on
And by tha time I was walking I was walking witha strut
It was not arrogance it was tha beat pumping up
It had me shaking my head it had me doing my thing
As young as I was I even wore my bling bling
All tha neighbours came to look at me as though I was a freak
Coz I liked it lowdown dirty raw N street
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I like it lowdown dirty raw N street, little bit of sugar keeping it sweet
Just remember if you n I meet I like it lowdown dirty raw N Street
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School was a nightmare, I couldn’t shut my mouth
I was rapping n rhyming, I was spitting it out
They tried to suppress me make me something that I’m not
They couldn’t be relating to this gift that I got
I was suspended put on record always sent out tha room
I kept ringing tha bell coz with my beat it made a toon
All tha other kids wanted to get in on tha act
I had them dancing in tha school yard now, how cool is that
Tha teacher shouted “chill, your futures looking bleak”
I said “hold it, n’ah, it’ll be lowdown dirty raw N street”
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I like it lowdown dirty raw N street, little bit of sugar keeping it sweet
Just remember if you n I meet I like it lowdown dirty raw N Street
Break it down now.

Middle eight instrumental

I maybe older but I guess I’m tha same
A fool witha beat yeah mama chill is still tha name
Still chasing tha dream, nobody’s gonna stop me
Get outta my way muppet I’m coming through watch me go now
This mamas on a mission an I’m cutting it rough
We maybe ordinary but hey we still good enough
So hold ya head up n keep on doing what ya lovin
Ya lucky to have it huh, some people have nuthin
Use what ya born with, I was blessed witha beat
Ya know, lowdown dirty raw N Street
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I like it lowdown dirty raw n street, little bit of sugar keeping it sweet
Just remember if you n I meet I like it lowdown dirty raw N Street
I like it lowdown dirty raw n street, little bit of sugar keeping it sweet
Just remember if you n I meet I like it lowdown dirty raw N Street
Track Name: You Aint Runnin With My Rhythm
Got me a rhyme with a reason roll it roll it
Story bout the heart, how somebody stole it
Maybe it was me; I had a lot to learn about love n survival
Took a journey through the bible
Came across a verse about Adam n eve n how she tempted him huh would you believe
Yeah, sweetness is a weakness that’s where I went wrong
But I’m back coming up stronger n this is my song.
Look at ya self in the mirror, see it, free it
Don’t like what ya looking at ya don’t have to be it,
Anger is a waste; it’s like a disease, that man will have ya feeling
Once he takes ya to the ceiling.
Turns around n walks n leaves ya with the fall
Ya won’t see his face again, he won’t bother to call
Ya loving is the kind that I don’t wanna play
I’m back coming up stronger n doing it my way
Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
You aint running with my rhythm, aint messing with my rhyme
Aint banging on my bass drum, no not for a second time
Aint running with my rhythm, aint strumming on my strings
You aint messing with my music coz it’s my thing
Yeah my thing.
Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Focus on a beat take it out in to the street
Share it with ya friends yeah, dancing in the street heat,
Good, regain ya self esteem, you aint taking me down again
Ya know what I mean
Coz I’m strong, I learnt how to get along
The father lent his shoulder for me to rest my head upon
Safe in the sound I lost but then I found
Back to the roots yeah, back to the home ground
Out of the muddle that started witha cuddle
Mentally bashed and bruised you end up in a huddle
But now peace, yeah, I got inner peace
I know where I’m at n it feels like bliss
Well you can come back but you can’t take that
I’m here coming up singing, n you can’t touch this.

You aint running with my rhythm aint messing with my rhyme
Aint banging on my bass drum no not for a second time
Aint running with my rhythm aint strumming on my strings
Aint messing with my music coz it’s my thing
Yeah my thing.
Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
If music be your saviour
If god give you the beat
Don’t let the energy grind you down
Use it to stay up on your feet
Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
You aint running with my rhythm aint messing with my rhyme
Aint banging on my bass drum no not for a second time
Aint running with my rhythm aint strumming on my strings
You aint messing with my music
Coz it’s my thing
You aint running with my rhythm aint messing with my rhyme
Aint banging on my bass drum, no not for a second time
Aint running with my rhythm, aint strumming on my strings
You aint messing with my music
Coz it’s my thing, yeah my thing, my thing.
Track Name: Is It My Time?
At tha age of five I revelled in tha glory
Encouraging tha crowds to come hear my story
Letting them all know I was gonna be tha one
To cut a record deal yeah, before my double figures come
Ten, eleven, years kept calling, messing up my head and tha shit snowballing
Mummy hate daddy, daddy hate mum, shutting myself in tha bedroom
Cranking up tha volume, taking me away to a day I get outta here
Lungs shrivelled up, like a child I was full of fear
Yeah I had a voice weren’t nobody listening, found a brick wall
Sumthin to put my fist in.
School didn’t care, my sister was brainy, I was a waster, why would they save me?
There was one teacher, he was called Tim, he had belief in me, I had respect for him
Letting me know if I worked hard tha dream was mine, I’ve been working damn hard
Ever since, is it my time, is it my time?

Give me a break let me make it to that music aqualung
Only oxygen I need to ever keep me turned on
Aint about tha money, so give me what I want, what I need,
You got tha air I need to breathe

I was always fighting, it wasn’t outta hate
It’s just how it was on tha council estate where I grew up
You know, you do what ya do to survive, be happy have nobody mess with ya
When I was thirteen I was smoking & doping, hurting so bad, I’d given up hoping
T.O.T.P was well outta reach; my mama had a breakdown, my sister she preached
That was just her way of getting on through, telling me I was going to hell
I already knew, hey yo devil nutha sinner coming down
Pump up tha volume mama chill is in town
Joking aside, I was going of tha rails, suicided three times, , each time I failed
Didn’t wanna die but I didn’t wanna live with my heart hanging out
And everybody kicking it so I took tha anger and put it in a rhyme
Somebody gonna love it some day, is it my time, is it my time?

Give me a break let me make it to that music aqualung
Only oxygen I need to ever keep me turned on
Aint about tha money, so give me what I want, what I need,
You got tha air I need to breathe

Dont play no violins or I’ll cut tha strings
It’s just how it was; it’s just how it’s been
Life’s a bitch but it’s beautiful too
All gotta do our time, but this time it’s gotta be mine


We’re just like tha simpsons there’s five of us too
Aint mentioned my brother yet but ya know, his cool
We all dysfunctional but we lovin each other
Infact I wanna have them all on my first record cover
That’s if I’m making it before I’m an oldie
Teeth in a glass body wrinkly & mouldy
Yeah old age creeps up from behind, better sign me know huh? Is it my time?

Give me a break let me make it to that music aqualung
Only oxygen I need to ever keep me turned on
Aint about tha money, so give me what I want, what I need,
You got tha air I need to breathe
Track Name: More Wanksta Than Gangsta
Walking with a swagger, hand on ya dagger
45 in a holster, strapped across ya shoulder
Mummies little soldier, aint that what she told ya
Maybe if she scold ya, you’d of grown a better man
Instead of thinking life revolves around you
And you’re the master plan
Can I just say I’m only spitting what I know
I was tooled up and angry along time ago
Though I did have a conscience in theory the line
I wouldn’t of taken no others life, they wouldn’t taken mine
It was about no control, being made to feel small
Broken home, broken life, they even broke me in school
F**kem alls what I thought, gonna show’em that I’m someone
Me against the whole wide world gonna givem some
But up come the conscience in theory the line
I wouldn’t of taken no others life, they wouldn’t of taken mine
It’s a very fine line but the consequences huge
Your at war with ya self, don’t put it on another dude
I sliced up the surface to try and drain the rage
I was like a crazy animal pacing the cage
But it got to the stage, something gotta change
Coz this was no longer a game.
---x---
It don’t look right, it don’t feel right
Coz it aint right, and I know,
It’s the wrong life, to be my life
So when those demons call I won’t follow
It’s time to find my beautiful soul


Have you gotta brother? See his face on the cover
Headlines reading, they couldn’t stop the bleeding
Needing resuscitating, there were too many waiting
Walked into the hating, just minding his own
Someone pulled the trigger and he never got home
Blown away for nuthin, yeah, aint that the truth
By the wallowing pathetic excuses of youth
Broken home, broken life, they even broke you in school
So what, shut the (blank) up, it happens to us all,
Still gotta have a conscience, know right from wrong
Gotta have love if you wanna get along
Put it down in a song; get the hate out ya blood
Keep ya eye on the game coz it’s eating you up
Getta hold, getta grip, take control of ya life
Don’t lose mamas little soldier on the end of a knife
You can bleat like a sheep and spread ya disease
Or there’s a god if ya choose to believe.
---x---
It don’t look right, it don’t feel right
Coz it aint right and you know
It’s the wrong life to be your life
So when those demons call you don’t follow
It’s time to find your beautiful soul.
---x---
Put it down in a song; get the hate out ya blood
Keep ya eye on on the game coz it’s eating you up
Getta hold, getta grip, take control of ya life
Don’t lose mamas little soldier on the end of a knife
You can bleat like a sheep and spread ya disease
Or there’s a god if you choose to believe
---x---

It don’t look right, it don’t feel right
Coz it aint right, and you know
It’s the wrong life, to be your life
When those demons call you don’t follow
It’s time to find your beautiful soul
It’s time to find your beautiful soul
Oh it’s time to find your beautiful soul
---x---
Track Name: It's Coz I'm A Girl Innit?
White girls cant rap, who said that, who who who?
White girls cant rap, who said that, who who who?
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa,

White girls cant rap, who said that?
Last time I looked I never had no sac, had no dick, just a clit,
White girls can rap, you talking shit
What d’ya think I’m doing now, chewing on a brick?
Oh, hold on wait a minute..........it’s coz I’m a girl innit?

I wanted to buy you a drink but you said no
He can buy you one, but not me though
I ain’t trying ta have ya, spike ya drink or shag ya
Don’t want ta steal ya wallet or stab ya
Just buy you a drink, but you said no
Oh hold on wait a minute.........it’s coz I’m a girl innit?

Treat me like an equal, we’re all freaky people
Different that’s the beauty that’s the joy
Don’t worry bout my gender, I’m just trying to befriend ya
It don’t matter if I’m girl or if I’m boy

I pulled into the garage, the car had gone wrong
I can’t believe the list was so long
But that’s what I’m told by the friendly mechanic
Big spondulicks, I’m starting ta panic
The reception guy who’d been catching my eye
Whispered in my ear “baby they ripping you off” I said “why”
Oh hold on wait a minute........it’s coz I’m a girl innit?

I wanted ta be a boxer when I was a kid
But they wouldn’t let me so I never did
The guy at the gym said only boys could punch
I hit him in the stomach an he threw up his lunch
I broke his nose, cracked his ribs, just trying ta prove he was telling fibs
As he lay on the floor, I said “about before”



He said “get ya ass outta here and don’t come back no more no more no more no more
Hit tha road jack don’t ya come back no more
Hit tha road jack don’t ya come back no more no more no more”
Hit the whoa whoa whoa whoa
Hold on wait a minute........it’s coz I’m a girl innit?

Treat me like an equal, we’re all freaky people
Different that’s the beauty that’s the joy
Don’t worry bout my gender, I’m just trying to befriend ya
It don’t matter if I’m girl or if I’m boy

Instrumental

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa,

White girls can’t rap who said that?
Last time I looked I never had no sac, had no dick, just a clit,
White girls can rap, you talking shit
What d’ya think I’m doing now chewing on a brick?
Oh hold on wait a minute.......it’s coz I’m a girl innit?
Track Name: Flutterbye
You can never hold a butterfly, like you or I

I can feel tha wings gently brushing against my skin
I put my hand on my belly, yeah I can feel them
Waking from a slumber coz tha time is here
A mixture of emotions, excitement and fear
Dancing up around my heart I never thought tha day would come
I’d feel tha flutter of tha butterflies of loving someone
Always treated like gutter, never good enough to shine
Staying outta everybody’s way, them staying outta mine
I only did angry like a child often does
Took it with me when I grew up didn’t wanna be loved
Until I felt tha flutter whenever you were in my space
And yeah I wanted to hit ya, but with my lips upon ya face
Trust never come easy, I had to decide,
Whether to blow my cover let you into my life
And so I did, how could I have gone and got it so wrong
Coz you left on a breeze and tha damage was done.

I took these broken wings, and I learnt me to fly again
You coming back...can change my world
But you can’t take my now till then
When tha sky...Calls out ya name
And you hear those voices sing
I hope heaven...Lets you in
But I won’t let you in again.

Six years later on tha breeze ya came back
Phoning to apologise, why d’ya go and do that
Scratching at tha scar, opening tha wound
I saw you again and my heart went boom
I could hear fat Larry’s band singing in my head zoom
You hadn’t changed, I knew it was bad
I’d changed along tha way been tha best I ever had
But love makes ya crazy coz ya wanna believe


Tha one looking in ya eyes would never deceive ya
Not again, not a friend, they’d consider what ya needing
Not cut and run and leave ya there bleeding
How low can ya go, how cruel can you be
Ya musta not had no respect for me
Once is a mistake, twice is a joke
If ya thinking bout a hat trick baby no hope

I took these broken wings, and I learnt me to fly again
You coming back...can change my world
But you can’t take my now till then
When tha sky...Calls out ya name
And you hear those voices sing
I hope heaven...Lets you in
But I won’t let you in again.

It dont matter now what ya gotta say
Don’t matter now what ya gotta say don’t matter now it’s over anyway
It don’t matter now it’s over anyway
Don’t matter now what ya gotta say don’t matter now it’s over anyway

I took these broken wings, and I learnt me to fly again
You coming back...can change my world
But you can’t take my now till then
When tha sky...Calls out ya name
And you hear those voices sing
I hope heaven...Lets you in
But I won’t let you in again.

I love ya now as I did then, but I won’t let you in again
Track Name: LionHart
I can come across as arrogant sometimes, I’m aware of it
Got other stuff inside, just don’t wanna share it
It don’t matter now, the damage is done
Just gotta get over, whatever, move on
All got stories to make another shed tears, keep a psychologist working for years
They can get on ya vibe, get in ya head
At the end of the day still gotta make ya own bed
That aint cynical, its truth, its fact
Aint got nobody 24hrs watching your back
Its better ya learn it now while ya young
Ya only ever really have ya self to rely on
I aint no hater, I love everyone here
But it’s a universal kinda love I wanna make that clear
If ya wanna love me back from a distance that’s fine
Just stay outta my face, don’t cross over the line
I don’t do one to one coz that’s not my toon
I aint into none of that shit mills & boon
Fairytale stuff might be alright for some
But I’m living in the real world and this is my one
Yeah, this is my one.
----x----
I’m riding through life on the back of a lion
It’s with me wherever if go
Under the almighty roar there’s a kitten
It’s only for show to make sure I’m not bitten
By the mouths of a cruel society
No one can touch me
While I’m riding through life on the back of a lion.
----x----

I was beaten & bullied from a very young age
I weren’t about to be no victim I showed’em my rage
They’d come in a crowd, I’d take’em all on
Kept getting back up to show’em I was strong
They couldn’t understand why I wouldn’t stay down
Shake there heads & walk away, I dropped myself to the ground
Bloody & weak, but my battle was won
Coz they showed some respect from that day on
Don’t get me wrong, I done some bullying too
Wanna take the time to say sorry if I hurt you
But if you dissed me then obviously I retract
If I had the time all over again I’d still give you a smack
Back to the apologies to those who are owed
We all make mistakes as we head down this road
Aint no reasons or excuses for what I did
Just hope you can forgive me now & we can live & let live
All have our ways to survive an that’s fine
Aint right aint wrong
All I’m saying is, this is mine, yeah, this is mine.
----x----
I’m riding through life on the back of a lion
It’s with me wherever I go
Under the almighty roar there’s a kitten
It’s only for show to make sure I’m not bitten
By the mouths of a cruel society
No one can touch me
While I’m riding through life on the back of a lion.
----x----

Instrumental

----x---

To all the kids in care, you know what I mean?
I aint been there but I might as well of been
Always wishing for the life you aint got
Dreaming its better, believe me it’s not
Ya better with ya dreams coz the bubble don’t burst
Blaming ya self yeah, thinking ya cursed?
But no ones gonna love you in the way that you believe
You gotta love ya self, stay open to receive
If ya shut ya self down the angers gonna eat ya
Ya owe it to ya self ta let nobody cheat ya
Out ya journey, so change the colour ta ya sky
I know, ya gonna make it
Sweet dreams, good luck, goodbye.
----x----
I’m riding through life on the back of a lion
It’s with me wherever I go
Under the almighty roar there’s a kitten
It’s only for show to make sure I’m not bitten
By the mouths of a cruel society
No one can touch me
While I’m riding through life on the back of a lion.
Track Name: I Will Always Luv U
If I should stay I will only be in your way, so I’ll go, but you know
I will think of you every step of tha way, & i…….wanna dirty it up

If I stay I’ll only get in tha way so I’ll go
But you know I’ll think of you every step of tha way
You know that much is true, you’re my boo & I luv u

I will always luv u, I will always luv u
(Lips on mine, bodies entwined let’s get down & dirty one last time)

Bitter sweet memories is all that we’re taking
So goodbye please don’t cry, you know it’s of our making
We both know that I’m not what ya needed
But we got desires that we just keep feeding
Hope life treats ya kind & you get all that ya needing
Wish ya joy & happiness, however tha situations seeming
I won’t forget ya baby so don’t forget me baby
Coz after all I wish you

Luuuuuve, luuuuuve I wish you luuuuuuve luuuuuuve
I wish you luuuuuuve luuuuuuve I wish you luuuuuuve luuuuve

Coz I, will always luv you, I will always luv you
(Lips on mine bodies entwined, let’s get down & dirty one last time)
I will always luv u, I will always luv you
(lips on mine bodies entwined, let’s get down & dirty one last time)

Saving all my lovin for you, saving all my lovin, savin all my lovin for you, savin all my lovin (fade)
Track Name: I Cant Stand Tha Rain
I CANT STAND THA RAIN, ON MY WINDOW, BRINGING BACK SWEET MEMORIES
I CANT STAND THA RAIN ON MY WINDOW, BRINGING BACK THOSE MEMORIES
SAY WINDOW PANE DO YOU REMEMBER HOW SWEET THINGS USED TO BE
NUTHINS THA SAME SINCE THAT DECEMBER, YEAH, WHEN I GOT M.E

SEE, I USED TO HAVE A LIFE THAT WAS BACK IN THA DAY
BEFORE CIRCUMSTANCE CHANGED AND TOOK IT AWAY
NOW I CANT PLAY CANT WORK A NINE TO FIVE
BUT I STILL THANK GOD FOR KEEPING ME ALIVE
COZ I’M A SURVIVOR NO MATTER HOW HARD IT GETS
LIFE IS STILL BEAUTIFUL, DON’T LET ME FORGET
COZ SOMETIMES WHEN I’M DROWNING I CANT SEE THA VIEW
AND THAT’S WHEN I NEED YOU MY FRIENDS TO PULL ME THROUGH
I STILL GOT A FEW BEEN THERE FROM THA START
THEY WOULD NEVER LEAVE OR DELETE ME FROM THEIR HEART
OR THEIR FACEBOOK OR TWITTER, WHATEVER THA BUZZ
TRUE FRIENDS LIKE FAM WILL ALWAYS HAVE LUV
AND I WISH I COULD JOINEM OUT ON THA DANCEFLOOR
WISH I COULD DO ALL THA THINGS I DID BEFORE
INSTEAD OF HERE LISTENING TO THA TEARS COMING DOWN FOREVER MORE

AND I CANT STAND THAT RAIN ON MY WINDOW BRINGING BACK SWEET MEMORIES
I CANT STAND THA RAIN ON MY WINDOW BRINGING BACK THOSE MEMORIES

YA LOOK AT ME WITH SUSPICION I KNOW THAT YOU DO
COZ IF YOU CAN’T SEE THA TRUTH HOW DO YOU KNOW IF IT’S TRUE?
IT’S LIKE A BOOK AND A COVER, WAIT UP AND TAKE A READ
IF YOU TAKE A LOOK INSIDE YOU’LL FIND ALL THAT YOU NEED
TO CHANGE YOUR MIND COZ YOU’LL FIND THAT WALKING IN MY SHOES
AINT ABOUT BEING CRAZY, IT’S ABOUT CRAZY VIEWS
OF THA IGNORANT PEOPLE THAT DON’T UNDERSTAND
HOW I CAN LOOK THIS GOOD BUT BE ILL ON THA OTHERHAND
YOU CANT SEE CANCER OR HEART DISEASE
YOU WANNA SEE ME IN HELL FOR YA NEED TO BELIEVE?
I AINT DUCKING AND DIVING AN SWINGING THA LED
WHAT I GOT IS PHYSICAL AND NOT IN MY HEAD
I WISH YOU COULD SEE PASSED THA LAUGHTER I EMBRACE
I WISH YOU COULD SEE IT’S A COMPLEX CASE
IF YOU CANT TRY AN UNDERSTAND, STAY OUTTA MY FACE

COZ I CAN’T STAND THA RAIN ON MY WINDOW, BRINGING BACK SWEET MEMORIES
I CANT STAND THA RAIN ON MY WINDOW BRINGING BACK THOSE MEMORIES

IT’S A GOVERNMENT COVER UP THEY ALREADY KNOW
IT’S A VIRUS INSIDE US, JUST DON’T WANT IT TO BLOW
COZ THEY KNOW ITS IN OUR BLOOD THAT’S WHY WE’RE BANNED FROM GIVING IT
I KNOW ITS F*CKING PHYSICAL COZ I’M THA ONE LIVING WITH IT
TRY AND HUSH IT UP AND MAKE OUT THAT WE’RE CRAZY
BUT WE AINT SHUTTING UP TIL THA TRUTHS OUT BABY, TIL THA TRUTHS OUT BABY, TIL THA TRUTHS OUT BABY.

CHORUS, OUTRO
Track Name: Trouble
Here comes trouble
The day you were born began a lifetime of hurt
Ya parents named ya trouble on ya birth certificate
Ya mama didn’t want ya, daddy wouldn’t get involved
She’d of spat him with her acid till his soul had dissolved
Nobody knowed, nobody ever would,
Why you were treated bad, ya sibling treated good
Something musta happened huh, before ya were born?
& ya mama used you to put her anger upon
It was wrong ya took it on all tha anger and blame,
Grew up to be troubled and into ya name
Took tha name to ya brain until you believed,
You were everything they said, well at least you achieved,
Coz nuthin else ya ever did seemed to make tha grade, growing up without tha warmth
Of tha lovin in tha shade of tha shadow of ya sibling, tha “A” number one
And spent ya whole life wondering what tha hell you’d done

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So don’t hold on let go, don’t hold on let go

Don’t hold on let go and free yourself to live

Don’t hold on let go, don’t hold on let go

Don’t hold on let go and free yourself to give
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When you forgive you aint saying its right
You just handing back, takin control of your life
And what a life oh, we coulda written a book
All tha bumpety bumpety that poopity poop
That’s shit to you and me, some people have a lot
Some people get over it, some people do not
You fall into tha latter wont ever be fixed
I tried sticky back plastic to put all tha bits
Back together but ya never gonna be satisfied
I used to listen to tha Prince track “when doves cry”
I keep trying to save ya, must get on ya wick
I tell you to let go but I cant I’m a hypocrite
Tha legacy when you keep holding on
Is it just drags tha whole thing on & on, on & on, on & on & on & on & on
On & on, on & on &on & on



So don’t hold on let go, don’t hold on let go

Don’t hold on let go and free yourself to live

Don’t hold on let go, don’t hold on let go

Don’t hold on let go and free yourself to give

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You know I lied for ya
You know I cried for ya
You know there’s been times I coulda even died for ya
Had a knife to my throat but I didn’t giva fuck
Woulda done me a favour coz I’d had enough
When ya living with damage it’s tough
But damage don’t have to stop tha love

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So don’t hold on let go, don’t hold on let go

Don’t hold on let go and free yourself to live

Don’t hold on let go, so don’t hold on let go

Oh don’t hold on let go and free yourself to give

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Ya parents named ya trouble, it’s time to burst tha bubble
Lovin you’s no trouble at all.
Track Name: No Label
It cant be denied, I’m a little bit jeckyl, a little bit hyde
But if you wanna know tha truth, instead of listening to a fable
Come ask me to my face before giving me a label
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They say I’m psychotic, crazy, unstable, but I don’t giva about no label
Ya’ll wanna judge me, go ahead open ya mouth
I know an arse when I see one, that’s what ya talking out
That’s just my opinion, I gotta right to one too
1,2,1,2, there’s someone coming through
It’s my guide, my angel, to give me support
I done alot of bad things, just never been caught
But they still love me coz I’m trying ta grow
Even the main man died so I could lay down my flow
I go from strength to strength with this love on my side
I aint ashamed of me I got nuthin ta hide
All ya haters and slaters got my cards on tha table
So listen up real good coz I’m talking to an angel.
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I’m talking to an angel, got tha devil on tha side
Sat one on either shoulder, that’s just a part of life
Sometimes I do it good, sometimes I shake it bad
I am only human, doing tha best I can.
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But they say I’m too bad, too this, too that, well I don’t giva
Too bad, too this, too that, well I don’t giva
I know the truth so I don’t giva giva
I know the truth so I don’t giva
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Some say I’m gay coz I be by myself
I just don’t wanna play with nobody else
In a sexual way, got no reason to lie
I do appreciate a guy easy on the eye
But life’s like a college and I chose my course
Music over sex the more powerful force
Music over marriage aint got no divorce
Divorce is a killer of the mind and the soul
I aint looking for trouble that’s why I’m out on my own
All need something to make ya whole make ya tick
I chose 12 inch vinyl over a six inch dick
That’s the way it is yeah, the truth no fable
So give it, but I don’t giva bout no label
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I’m talking to an angel, got tha devil on tha side
Sat one on either shoulder, that’s just a part of life
Sometimes I do it good, good, good, sometimes I shake it bad mama
For I am only human, doing tha best I can.
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Always gonna be sombody putting tags on you, you don’t have to wear them
Always gonna be someone saying what they do, you don’t have to hear them
No matter how you turn your life around
Always gonna be somebody trying to bring you down
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I’m talking to an angel, got tha devil on tha side
Sat one on either shoulder, that’s just a part of life
Sometimes I do it good, sometimes I shake it bad
For I am only human, doing tha best I can
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They say I’m too bad, too this, too that but I don’t giva
Too bad, too this, too that, but I don’t giva
I know the truth so I don’t giva giva
I know the truth so I don’t giva.
I don’t giva giva giva giva giva giva x 5
Giva giva.

Because my god, he luv me, tha only one can judge me
So if hates tha way ya wanna live, I can take all that ya gotta give
Because my god he luv me tha only one can judge me
Made these bones to rap & roll, blew a kiss of music into my soul
Because my god he luv me tha only one can judge me
So go ahead & judge me but I’m not lisening to thee
N’ah I’m listening to this…..lick it

They say I’m too bad, too this, too that but I don’t giva
Too bad, too this, too that, but I don’t giva
I know the truth so I don’t giva giva
I know the truth so I don’t giva.
I don’t giva giva giva giva giva giva x 5
Track Name: Is It My Time Ptll
Don’t care bout ya future if somebody shoot ya or crack ya with a duster til ya skull gets broke
I was just like you I felt that way too, anger in my belly all tha way up til I choked
If someone provoked me hope god would be around, they’d get my whole life on a fist & I’d be going down
Around & around like a washing machine carrying a toxic load that I couldn’t get clean,
Like a stain, a tattoo under the skin, effecting the choices I made therein
I’ve never wanted marriage & babies though I lovem, hate politicians always have you can shovem
don’t know nuthin bout what’s going on & school never taught me that life was a marathon
Wait on tha block til tha day that you die
Or keep running through tha hurt & tha pain, to cross tha finish line. If we’re gonna have our time.

Coz all tha kings horses & all tha kings men aint gonna put us back together again
And Tha cavalry aint comin to save me
Gotta use ya own head, or you’ll end up dead
And I wanna know the rest of my story

My story aint no Jackanory but everybodies got one, so hold the violins
You can play tha blame game but its all just tha same, or grow a back bone face up & change things
Life aint easy my friend, that’s tha deal, don’t have to be that way if ya wanna heal
But Ya mummy & daddy probably just damaged souls, from their childhood too like you who knows
who ya gonna blame when they’re dead & gone, school for not teaching ya how to be a champion,
Nobodys gonna come knock on ya door, silver tray with an invitation for
The life that your wanting, that’s down to you, waste it, give up, roll over if ya want too
Whose gonna care if you don’t give a damn, how ya gonna get to shine like I know that ya can
Its hard to let go of what makes you a mess, I’m an addict of everything in life I confess.


But all tha kings horses & all tha kings men aint gonna put us back together again
And Tha cavalry aint comin to save me
Gotta use ya own head, or you’ll end up dead
And I wanna know the rest of my story

A dream only ends when you stop trying x 6

Don’t call yaself a soldier a soldier is bolder, you’re just a pussy with a chip on ya shoulder
Aint dying in battle for somebody else, it’s a war that you play in & die for yourself
Why not try til you die coz there aint no shame, in trying to achieve tha greatness that goess with ya name
Bring it, show tha world that ya so mighty fine
& keep sweatin on tha dream ti tha day we get our time

Coz all tha kings horses & all tha kings men aint gonna put us back together again
And Tha cavalry aint comin to save me
Gotta use ya own head, or you’ll end up dead
And I wanna know the rest of my story

& so it be told our life was glorious……maybe one day?
Track Name: Say Ft Watford Gospel Arts Manna Community Choir
Say ay ay ay ay oooh
Say Mmm say, oh ya got to say ay ay it now
Say oh say it now.

Don’t stay tough forever, you may never get tha time
To put right tha words you say in anger
Does it really matter if it’s your fault or mine?
I can’t remember what it was about, something stupid know doubt
In tha bigger picture, it don’t matter at all
See all that matters is that your in my life, so oh oh

Say what ya wanna say now, don’t save it for another day
Coz I might not be comin home, only god knows and god alone
And if he decides to take me as I’m going about my day
Least I can go, knowing you and me know that we said what we wanna say.

Don’t stay tough forever; it’s never weak to show ya care
Yeah it’s alright to feel like any other
So if you gotta brother or someone else you call blood
Go tell them now just how much they’re loved
Coz in tha bigger picture, what does it serve by being hard
And letting someone slip away and never know oh oh

Say what ya wanna say now, don’t save it for another day
Coz they might not be comin home, only god knows and god alone
And if he decides to take them as they’re going about their day
Least they can go, knowing you and they know that you said what you wanna say


Never get too big for a hug; never get too big to be loved
Or say I love you


Say what ya wanna say now, don’t save it for another day
Coz they might not be comin home, only god knows and god alone
And if he decides to take them as they’re going about their day
Least they can go, knowing you and they know that you said what you wanna say

Say what ya wanna say now, don’t save it for another day
Coz I might not be comin home, only god knows and god alone
And if he decides to take me as I’m going about my day
Least I can go, knowing you and me know that we said what we wanna say

And if he decides to take me as I’m going about my day
Least I can go, knowing you and me know that we said what we wanna say